So ive been thinking,



and i really dunno what im thinking. so i figured i would just write and read whatever comes out in the end. im pretty sure nobody is reading this. i have a crush on this boy at work :] he gives me no play tho. which is proably why i like him wierd thing is hes mexican/white strange. ahh well. speaking of no play. im convinced. better yet i know. that i dont like people [boys] that like me. very strange. prime example:



my freshman year it was a dude that was c r a z y about me. but because i knew this, i was me, i didnt pay it anymind. i didnt like him because i knew i could have him at the drop of a dime. i dnt like that i need a challenge. hmm the minute he started to ignore me is when i wheeled him back in. selfish i kno. but who cares. but i hope WHOEVER is reading this doesnt think that this is the key to getting me because 9/10 outta 34 it wont work. you cant figure me out you never will, i just figured id tell somebody that cause im pretty sure most girls think like that anyways.
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speaking of selfish. ive been called self centered before, so i looked self centered up in the handy dandy websters dictionary and i quote :

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–adjective
1.
concerned solely or chiefly with one's own interests, welfare, etc.; engrossed in self; selfish; egotistical.
2.
independent, self-sufficient.
3.
centered in oneself or itself.
4.
Archaic. fixed; unchanging

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okay maybe i am. so friggin what!


but who isnt? yes im fixed in my ways. but thats what makes me, me. and for that reason is the reason why the reason still lies in me. aha! figure that one out. i just think of it as being in my own secret society and im the only member.


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