a tribe called Ves.: Potential.

Anything i write in this post had no backspaces. read it or dont. i dont really care.

Back home for the break which is for a whole month. And me being me with the mother that i have. I'm pretty sure ill be in the house most of the time. Why? you ask. Because she doesn't like to let me have fun. Why don't you just go where you want to go you ask? Because it doesnt work like that. Even though im 20. Im still HER child. So i hope my friends dnt think im neglecting them over the break.

LONER= Stacy V. Hart

I am indeed the true definition of a Loner. Yes, i do have friends that i love dearly. But growing up, i was by myself most of the time. In my room doing a bunch of stuff that nobody should know about. Experience is the best teacher. So i experimented. Which is probably why im the way i am now.

And thanks to ______ ______ from my elementary school, i blame you for introducing me to that.

Last Summer i started getting into blogs, before i even made mine. And now that i started mine, i think that im obsessed. I'ts the only thing that really makes me happy. All day everyday all my brain does is race. Idk who its racing against but all this crazy shit happens in my head.

Idk the difference between ADHD or ADD. But i know i have one of the two. After class i was talkin my professor and he told me he noticed something was different about me. And he told me he saw that i had potential. lol he said he noticed that during class ill try my hardest to pay attention to the lecture but i keep getting sidetracked. I always end up daydreaming no matter how hard i try to pay attention.

Danielles Dad told me i had potential too, but my main question is: Potential to do what?

i STILL don't know what my God Given Gift is.

i STILL don't know what im going to do once i graduate.

i STILL don't know what im searching for.

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but anyways..the other day i was on Facebook and this dude which name i forgot ( i really didnt forget your name, i'm just gonna keep it a secret lol) He chatted me and was basically saying how he really enjoys my blog. And he didnt wanna make it seem like he was kissing my ass. He asked me what my inspiration was..i thought about it and i said "people".But he thought it was genius. To me that was more special then somebody complementing me on my looks. That touched my Hart. Thank you :) i honestly didnt know people enjoyed it.

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You live and you learn, it's pretty much no getting away from that.

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I was a little different

and idk why i cried for like 2sec when i wrote this. Man UP stacy sheesh.